On the verge I stood,
When,
Unfathomable depth enticed me,
I fell,
A fall that took me inside the hell,
A hell,
Where scream echoes, and quell.
I find no surface,
My soul longs only end,
End of fall? end of life,
Kill me,
Take me,
But give me space, give me surface.
Inside me monster lives,
A monster,
Eating me inside-out,
Tearing me,
Whipping me,
Smothering me,
I am only flesh and blood,
I am me, I am not dead?
Only miseries surround me,
Atrocities are routine,
It bleeds! Bleeds profusely,
But still I breathe?
I am not dead?
Do not save me,
Kill me instead,
Immediately,
I am not human,
I am not what I am,
Am I me?
Am I dead?
