An Hour of Magic

If, I should, I wonder and sing,
I woke up to a new dream,
And I walk, and walk a mile, and hide,
Hence, I sing, and sing, I don't know why?

That night, air swallowed, and hollowed,
And we were there, looking up in the sky,
Nostrils blew, and silence spoke,
That night we were there, looking up in the sky,

A dream we lived, a dream that sat beside us,
Where a lone star stared us, and blessed abound,
You enchanted my heart out, and still I sing,
That night we were there, looking up in the sky,

Dark! But light was there, and we escaped,
Singing, and listening, and we lived a lifetime in that moment,
And we sat there, and sang together,
That night we were there, looking up in the sky..

I am Bleeding

On the verge I stood, 

When,

Unfathomable depth enticed me,

I fell,

A fall that took me inside the hell,

A hell,

Where scream echoes, and quell.

I find no surface,

My soul longs only end,

End of fall? end of life,

Kill me,

Take me,

But give me space, give me surface.

Inside me monster lives,

A monster,

Eating me inside-out,

Tearing me,

Whipping me,

Smothering me,

I am only flesh and blood,

I am me, I am not dead?

 

Only miseries surround me,

Atrocities are routine,

It bleeds! Bleeds profusely,

But still I breathe?

I am not dead?

Do not save me,

Kill me instead,

Immediately,

I am not human,

I am not what I am,

Am I me?

Am I dead?

The Lost World I Found

Silence played shadows’ music,

A rhythm so cursed, ate a grim flesh,

Eerie numbness rattled deathly lyrics,

There came hideous spirits!

To drink love and puke carcasses of lost.

Embracing dark reflections yelled,

A love song, a scary cries, and swore,

Murder! Murder! Another life uttered,

“Coffins we need, rest we never desired”

Redden, yet so wet, that life am I living?

Life! Refreshing dew felt so warm,

Haze oozed out sap of colors,

And souls breathed blessings out,

So, how life lost life, and you?

I wanted to know, but never found.

What I found, is the lost world,

A world I live in,

Where, I am not what I am,

As heart I don’t have,

But I am sole, sated, and sound.

You and Me

Life was a fragrance,
A fragrance,
That revived me,
In eye’s dark.

Music was divine,
Sunshine was warm,
Birds were singer,
Breeze used to shiver,
And you were a shining star.

Colors enticed me,
To flow with them,
And dive in life,
A life, I wanted,
You and me.

Now, I lost you,
I found another world,
A lost world,
Where music dies,
Dark sets in,
And colors I have,
Black and White,
And only me.